The older I’m getting, the more appreciation I’m getting for my parents. I love them so much. I’m grateful for all of the things that they do for me. I think… they raised me well! Ahhaha. So all of the little tihngs that my mom taught me about cleaning and whatnot, it’s really gotten me far! I’m such a clean freak (thats a good thing living with 3 roommates). My mom knows all of these little tricks on keeping things clean, I’m so happy my mom made me clean the house every Sunday..(I think I’m going to regret saying that) even though I’ll never admit that to my mom. AHha. I’d say I’m the clean freak of the apartment and I think every apartment should have one. I’ve made 3 lists/chores for each person to do, such as trash can duties, kitchen and living room duties. It’s helping out the cleanliness of the apartment. Oh and speaking of…it’s my turn to clean the kitchen and living room. T_T

My mom is a funny person. For the past few weeks, she’s been asking me to find weight loss supplements that are healthy enough for her to take. I keep on telling her to just exercise and whatnot but she keeps on telling me that it’ll just take forever to get one pound off! I guess I should do some research.

I don’t like being ignored. Especially when I just wrote a heartfelt, nice ass gmail to a person that I cared for. I don’t like it one bit. It’s been 2 weeks and I’ve gotten no response. You go on for about 3 years, thinking you were best friends but when an honest email was sent, nothing happens. I suppose the ball is on her court right now but I think the minute she received it, she popped it.

Oh well, she doesn’t deserve me. I hope she has an awesome life with her boyfriend and only her boyfriend.

PS. I just Ebay-ed the heck out of my account. I bought 3 crystal clear cases for my mp3 player, Nintendo DS and phone. All I need to look for is the sd flash memory card for my new Blackberry phone that my friend gave me.

I wonder how many posts I’ve had with this title. There’s not much I can think of about for the subject; it sums it all. So call me naive and too worrisome and young about this subject but keeping friends is a hard thing to do. I’m not dramatic at all. I don’t really ask for much. I want to be treated equally; care for equally. As I continue to go onto this wonderful journey of life, I’m losing a lot of my ‘good’ friends and keeping some. As years go on, incidents occur and you realize who are good friends and sometimes you just just don’t want to come to the horrible conclusion.

I think I lost a friend. A friend that I once thought was one of my best friends. Shit happens and I got shit-ed on. It sucks, it hurts but it happens. It’s funny because, I was never put into this situation; I was usually the one that kinda ended things so I suppose this should be karma.

But in this case, I don’t deserve it at all. I was here for her whenever she needed me, when she called to hang out or talk, I wouldn’t hesitate. My priorities are straight and I don’t believe that my boyfriend is the most important person and the only person in the world. I don’t hang out with my friends whenever he’s not around and I’m not around him 24/7.

I don’t take advantage of my friends. I’m not her. I guess this is enough for this post.

PS. I can’ wait to own my first house and shop for things like patio sets. I’m in love with HGTV and I can’t keep watching the house hunting shows. I’m waiting impatiently and saving my coins carefully..heh.