There has been many discussions about whether or not the same people would stay on board for ASA and I think the most of us will stay. Sure it’’s a hassle getting everything in tact but in the end, it’’s worth it. You learn a lot of leadership skills and you learn how to deal with situations you aren”t put into everyday. A lot of pressure will be placed on our shoulders for the next year, because we”ll have to make our annual show as better as the previous year, but I think we can do it. Here’’s to another year of success, I hope!

This week has been so exhausting, I”m glad it’’s over. Today was the last day to the weekend because of Good Friday and we”re all getting ready to go to our fund raising mixer we”re holding for Relay for Life. It should be fun, I hope a lot of people come out for the cause, if not, I hope people still do come out for the fun of it! I slept last night at 5am and just woke up from a much-needed nap. I didn”t go to any of my classes today but I was productive. I went to run all of my school errands and ASA errands so we would be set for tonight.

”ve been super cranky these past couple of days due of mishaps of relationships. I don”t know how some people can be the way they are, but that will always be a mystery. Well it’’s time to go!

So I called the tech support and they assisted me. I”m now with a new system, yet old laptop. I was kind of hoping I would be able to qualify with a new laptop but this works I guess.. Turns out I forgot to back up a couple of crucial programs so I have to wait a little bit to get them all back and installed.

For some odd reason again, the NC weather has turned upside down and decided to be really pretty today with the whopping degrees of almost 80. Hopefully it’ll be just as nice tomorrow because we’re all going on the annual camping trip. It’s pretty cheap too. Renting out a cabin for just a night is 30 dollars, bathroom included! It was a lot of fun last year and I can’t wait to go again. Hopefully I won’t be as crampy tomorrow as I am today. Everything small ridiculous thing seems to be bothering the hell out of me and I’m not sure why. I think it could be the fact that Bluddie is coming into town again but it’s too soon.

My friends used to refer my eyes The Superman Eyes but for some reason, that haven’t been functioning as well as before. Maybe one day soon, when I’m not lazy, I’ll go buy some sunglasses. For now though, I’ll just squint.

So after months of contemplating whether or not I should drop Accounting, I finally dropped it. Today is actually the last day to drop it and I’m pretty glad that I did. I would have had a big test on Friday which I know I probably won’t do well on because I messed up on the first test in which the material was coming from. I know I will be better next semester when I take it. I didn’t complete of the homework that was assigned and I have a pretty strict teacher. All I need to do is to avoid her next semester and do my work and I’ll be set.

My week has been pretty laid back. I only had one class today so I went ahead and finished up all my errands. Well I have one more to do, a big one actually. I have to pick a concentration in my major to be set on. I don’t like being tied to one thing. But I’l do it sooner or later.

I had Mongolian food today. It was delicious. I love it even though the service was horrible.

Departure

About four hours of this five hour flight has passed to Boston. I had to admit I’m pretty excited to step into the airport. I don’t think I’ve been in the Boston Airport before. Heh. I didn’t get the chance to do any souvenir shopping for anyone. I had it on my mine the whole trip and didn’t think we wouldn’t run out of time but we did. So hopefully I could get a few things at the airport for me too.

I love the city. Every time I visit a large city, a high rise of excitement triggers inside me and I get all jumpy. I may live in the South, but I just realized that I am not a Southern girl at all. And I do believe in the future, I will move into the city. It’s not like I don’t enjoy where I’m at right now. I Love it. I guess you can say I adapt pretty well.

I had a great time in Canada. It’s been a long time since we all three hung out and I missed it. I probably see my brother as much as my sister. It’s hard to think that we’re all in our freaking
20s. We’re so old. Next time we know it, we’re all going to have kids and our kids would be playing with each other. How weird.

I’m not sure if I’m ready to get back to school. I’m ready to go back to it but not ready for the school part..once again. I definitely didn’t take after my sisser who wants to go back to school because she misses it. I’m probably in between my brother and sisser. I don’t like school but I know I should stay in it. I have an Accounting test on Friday and I’m debating whether or not I should drop the class. I don’t think I’ll manage to get a B or above in the class and I don’t want a C this semester. But we’ll see.

One of the things I know I have to do when I get back is to look for a job. I am in need or desperate money. The place where Michael works might be hiring so I might try there. I told myself that I would never work at a restaurant though.

Well I should close this up. I’m starting to get pretty tired. I didn’t get to sleep much; my brother and I played Wii until 2 or 3 in the morning.
I can’t wait to snuggle with my beef.

I”ve updated..well made an About page there on the right, so go check it out when you have a chance. I”m not done with it yet so bear with me.

It’’s not that I haven”t realized that life is solely based on decisions but I just realized how critical and life-changing they are and how they can be. It’’s important to know that you can”t base your opinions and judgments based on how you, yourself, perceives issues and whatnot. Onto more personal issues and decisions, my plane trip to Canada made me realize a lot of things. The decisions I make not only effects me but others around me. I met a guy on the plane. He joined the military a few years back and it changed his life. He just came back from Iraq in September his wife called it off because he changed. He gave up a lot of things like marijuana and hobbies for the army. When I met him on the plane, he was coming back from his friend’’s funeral, who died serving the war in Iraq. He told me stories of the happenings in Iraq on how intense and life-changing it is. I can”t imagine having to aim and shoot someone in the face multiple times because “it’’s my job to do so”. I can”t imagine the emotions he must have felt when he was obligated to do such things.

There are things in life, I would tell myself that I would never do. I try to be as open-minded as possible but I realized, on the plane, that I wasn”t as open-minded as I thought I was. There are explanations to everything everyone does and there’’s bad to every good and good to every bad. No matter how many lives the war was taken from him and no wonder how many obstacles he had to deal with, at the end of the plane ride, I asked him if he would want to go back to Iraq, he simply said “yes”.

While witnessing all of their drunkenness on the plane, I realized that I could have been one of them. If I had decided to go to the bar with them when we got off the plane, if I had decided to keep his phone number, I would have made a decision that would effect everyone I know. What if I were to accept his alcoholic drinks and smell like shit when I met up with my sister and her mother-in-law? Decisions effect everyone. I now often wonder what kind of life I would lead if I chose another direction. It’’s not like I don”t appreciate and love the decisions I made, but what if I chose the other path, would I be hating my life, or would I just be saying how much I”ve accustomed to it and be content?

I was thinking how many roller coasters one has to deal with in life and I was wondering for half a second, would it be better if I didn”t exist, so I wouldn”t have to deal with all of these decisions. But then I (again) realized that no matter how many roller coasters I”m going to have to deal with, the more plane rides I”ll be able to enjoy, the more happiness will come out of it; the more I”ll realize how amazing it is to have a chance to live life and to experience obstacles and its adventures.

As I mentioned before, Spring Break has arrived and lots of people are going on vacations such as to the Bahamas and to Key West. I wish I had enough money to pay for a luxurious vacation. When I get a job, I will. Speaking of, I think I’ve finally come to the conclusion that I need to get a job now. I’m going to be paying for my apartment as well as school next year so I need to start saving up and spending less. I applied to a couple of places and I hope they call me back. After spring break, I’m going to start looking again for jobs for the summer. It’d be nice if I got a job on campus but those come and go quickly.

Spring Break has begun! Everyone went home yesterday and I’m stuck here at school until tomorrow. I don’t really mind being here at school. I remember how it felt to be at home and I wasn’t about to go back there again. :O It’s not like I don’t like my family, I do, a lot, but just not when I live with them. It’s a love/hate relationship.

I’m going to visit my sisser tomorrow in Canada. I’m going to help her prepare for the birth of the little one. My brother is also going to go too which I’m really excited for! I don’t get to see him often and he’s fun to be with. Heh.

I remember last year when I didn’t have a car on campus. I’m not sure I survived but I don’t know what I would do without my car this year. I take it everywhere and I’m usually the one taking the friends and freshies around. I think I need to be upgraded to a minivan so I can fit more people. I love my car. It’s a few years old and it still looks clean and pretty. If I were in California, my dad would have made me get some car mats. I told him I didn’t need it but they are nifty. My parents’ cars all have them and it makes the cars look cozy and clean.