‘I remember when the lights would go out when I lived at home a couple of years ago. Luckily most of those times would be when I wasn’t home alone because I have to admit, I am still afraid of the dark. Knowing this, and knowing we might always have access to batteries and whatnot, my dad purchased several rechargeable flashlights, one for every main room. I love those things. When I went to school, my dad let me have one of them just in case the lights would go out. I keep on my desk where it was accessible to me at all times. One time about a month ago, the lights went out. Luckily, I had my flashlight.

It’s Friday, and I wish the lights would go out. It would give me (hopefully) a few hours to myself. I have so much to do this weekend, especially today. I just want to lay in the dark, not by myself btw and just do nothing for once. I’m exhausted, mind and body. With Bluddy being here is also not helping at all. The rain is making things worse but luckily I have my yellow rain jacket and my rain boots. We’re going apartment shopping today in a couple of a hours and I hope we decide on something and I hope things work out for the best for everyone.

Believe.