I can”t stay home for too long. My mom is the main reason why all of her children want to move out. It’’s been a while since I”ve really stayed at home and omfg, I understand completely. I can”t do it. She yells all of the time like its her pasttime. She loves to yell. She loves to scream. She made me who I am right now because of the yelling and screaming. I don”t respond well to it and I never will because of her. I don”t understand how her mind works. The more she yells, the more dysfunctional I and everyone else becomes. And the more it doesn”t help. Can”t she see that after 25 years, her tactics don”t do a thing? Shouldn”t she resort to something else?

And she wonders why I never come home.
But yeah, I love her. Deep down inside.