It has been said that December is the darkest and most depressing month ever. With endless clouds and lonely holidays, it makes sense. I hope it isn”t dark and morbid for me. December is my month and hopefully
it won”t let me down this year. I”m crossing my fingers so hard right now.

I hope things happen for a reason, I hope things remain the same. This is my first and I hope it doesn”t end. With my paranoidness, I”m never at ease anymore. I just need reassurance.