I saw Mars last night while the sky was going through a warm front of some sort. It was beautiful and surreal! I wish I had a telescope.

I got a haircut. It’’s really short and rather annoying but I”ll get used to it. Hopefully.

It’’s time for me to get stronger and try not to spend as much time with M as possible. Well I mean I”m trying not to depend on him while on my free time. You know when you”re doing something you know its wrong but you continue to do it? It’’s something like that. I know I should be hanging out in my dorm more, and my friends but I continue to hang out with Michael. I”m going to try harder to not be over at his place 24/7. For me and my friends.

I”m gunna try anyways. I don”t want him to get sick of me.

I”ve gotten extremely lazy for schoolwork these days. It’’s gotten really bad. I have to get on my feet again but I can”t change to find the motivation.

I have to decide whether or not I should go to a snowboarding trip in December which costs around 400 bucks.

:X