I saw Mars last night while the sky was going through a warm front of some sort. It was beautiful and surreal! I wish I had a telescope.

I got a haircut. It’’s really short and rather annoying but I”ll get used to it. Hopefully.

It’’s time for me to get stronger and try not to spend as much time with M as possible. Well I mean I”m trying not to depend on him while on my free time. You know when you”re doing something you know its wrong but you continue to do it? It’’s something like that. I know I should be hanging out in my dorm more, and my friends but I continue to hang out with Michael. I”m going to try harder to not be over at his place 24/7. For me and my friends.

I”m gunna try anyways. I don”t want him to get sick of me.

I”ve gotten extremely lazy for schoolwork these days. It’’s gotten really bad. I have to get on my feet again but I can”t change to find the motivation.

I have to decide whether or not I should go to a snowboarding trip in December which costs around 400 bucks.

:X

its the day before thanksgiving break begins. Well it began today but I”m trying to delay it as much as possible because I”m dreading going home. One of my piercings is infected, so I think I”m going to kiss that goodbye too.

We”re going camping tonight with the people who are still in town. We”re grilling a weiner and making smores. It”ll be like in the summer nights when some of us did this.

Michael left today for Texas. I think it’’s good thing that we”re having this little break. I”ve been getting clingy and attached. I have to learn how to deal with it without screwing things up. But I miss him.

I went to a Regina Spektor concert last night at Duke. It was amazing, she was amazing. She’’s the cutest thing ever.

This weekend is filled with cooking. Yes. Cooking. I had to cook practically a Thanksgiving dinner today with the help of Michael while being filled with emotions because of the flow of blood coming out of me. Cooking turkey and ham wasn”t as bad as I thought it would be. It stressed me out though. Tonight’’s cooking was for ASA. I kinda missed the whole thing due to ham that wouldn”t want to be cooked. Oh yeah. Didn”t really want anything other than the ham. Actually I wasn”t craving ham anymore after scrubing it earlier. :X

Tomorrow I”m preparing dumplings for my friend’’s big potluck dinner. It won”t be too hard this time. Michael and I are preparing dumplings. mm. I”ve been watching so much of the Food Network. I want to make some Red Roosters. It’’s this alcoholic drink with cranberries, orange juice concentrate and vodka. You mixed it all up and put it in the freezer and it becomes like sherberty. mmmm.

I gotta start writing in here more. So here’’s the list.

My sister is pregnant. I”m going to be an auntie! I was probably as excited as my sister was.. well maybe she was a little more excited but you get the draft. I was jumping up and down with my eyes are teary at my friend’’s birthday celebration.

I got a lump in my small boobie but it turns out it just might be normal. Hopefully. I definitely got really scared last night.

My parents found out about one of the piercings. They”re making me take it off before I go home for Thanksgiving. I hope they don”t find out about my rook.

I love the FOOD Network. But not the amount of food that is wasted on there. :X

Miss Piggy needs a shirt/blouse. I”m going to make her one during break.

I got a new phone. Sony w580i. It’’s pretttty.