This weekend (probably just like every other weekend I”ve had up here at State) was an eyeopener. The school year just began and I don”t think I want to go to another party for a long time. Parties are crucial. They ruin people lives, they make them blurry and they cause unecessary drama/problems. Actually..you probably only realize these things when you”re not under the influence, which I wasn”t last night. lol but anyways back to my point. You walk into the party, and you observe. You observe the way people act, how they socialize and you wonder what are on their minds while they”re sipping their drinks. You wonder what so-and-so was thinking when he chose to make out with his friends ex-girlfriend. You wonder why girls dress in such provocative attire. You wonder why guys fall for that kind of shit.

Don”t you want to attract guys by who you are and not by how much tits and ass you have hanging out? You”re selling yourself in the wrong fucked up ways. What kind of relationship do you want to be in? Or wait, there’’s an easy answer to that naive question: you don”t want to be in a relationship, you just want to fuck them and then find the next guy/girl and move on. I don”t have a problem with that. Just don”t try to be fucking a person who is already in a relationship aka don”t be a fucking homewrecker. What kind of thrill should you get from that? What kind of sick person should you be? I was at the party and I observed. I observed until I was tired. I just wanted to go up to the person and ask. Why? Why do you do the things you do? Does it honesty fulfill your needs, does it honestly make you happy while you go fucking up another persons life? Why?

The older you get, the wiser you get? Shouldn”t that make sense. Shouldn”t that occur? I”m sorry but where I was last night, where I witnessed all of this drama, I guess the new thing nowadays is: the older you get, the stupider you get. What kind of fucked up person breaks up with their 3year girlfriend, and hooks up with a fucking slut about a week later? What ever happened to..I need time. You question the relationship to begin with. You question the feelings he had for her. How can he do that so quickly?

Aiyah..kids these days..
but I can”t talk can I?’,