I moved into my dorm one week ago. The last week was full of events so I don”t know where to start. Classes started and I can”t say I enjoy them. Chemistry is going to be the class that kills me. It’’s actually already killing me. On one of the first day of classes, I already was thinking about ditching a class that was so far away from campus. Not a good beginning I gotta say but I”m glad I went even though I had to walk a fuckton TO the bustop. My dorm is so fary away from everything. It seemed like a good idea last year; its supposedly the best dorm to live in sophomore year.

Friendships. It’’s funny how they work. A lot of my friendships at school has altered. I”m not sure if it did in a positive way or what. But I know they have. People have gotten a lot more emotional and needy. I can”t say I”m not speaking for myself though. I”m over here trying not to be that way with the boyfriend and it’’s working since he can disappear for several days without saying a word to me. Last night was an eyeopener to me. I had a couple of friends come in for the concert last night. The couple of friends that I made during the summer whom I love sooo much. Talk about meeting genuinely good people. You”d wish you were in my position, I can tell. You start off making soo many friends and time begins to go by, you inevitably consciously pick the ”good” ones out.

Gah this is all too much for me to handle right now. Trying to do well in classes while trying to be a good person. One person can only do so much.

The bee-eff got this for me. Isn”t it pretty? I mean ”the sister” got it for me. Got it sis? This thing costs more than I do. :/ Well his birthday was on Thursday so I paid him a visit. He liked his little presents I got for him and I thoroughly enjoyed them also. Yum.

Tonight, I found out that a middle school friend of mine has cancer. It’’s called RMS and it’’s rare for someone to have it at this age. She was diagnosed with it this summer and is currently doing through treatment. She has so much support and love from all of her friends and family I”m so grateful for her. Imagine going through something so serious and life-changing without having anyone by your side. :/ With love and support, you”re able to stay strong. I wish her wellness and strength.

Tonight is my last night here at the house. I can”t say I”m sad but I will miss my parents. My mom and dad have been awesome this last month. They took my aunt and kids in and boy, if they don”t feel grateful, I sure do. They”re such good people, I”m.. like..proud. haha. Ima miss my momma. BUT I”m ready to go back and show State how I”ve changed! weeee.. I just got done packing..well for the most part. It’’s weird..my room is so spacious right now. For the entire summer, it was filled with boxes and the room was scattered with my clothes everywhere. :X It’’s now nice and neat like it was before I went to college. Wow I remember writing about leaving for college and writing about my last night here at home. Time does fly. So off I go to another year at State, off I go to lead an unpredicted future. :)!

My boobies may be getting bigger. On a more appropriate note, this picture was taken by me during the wedding. It’’s my brother and I while we were following my sister around the garden like paparazzis. Oy I just accidently picked one of my eyebrow hairs; I thought it was a pimple. Anyways. I”m going to Raleigh for a day to visit Ong gia because it’’s his birthday. He’’s turning a-whoopin” 19 years old! hehee. Then a couple of days I”m moving there for good! I”m not really lookin forward to the suite rooms cuz they”re just nasty but I don”t think that will be a problem, I think I”ll be at Ong Gia’’s place for half of the time.

Edit: My brothers birthday is today ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! lol And

Ong Gia’’s birthday is on the 16th. So many events this week!

Happy Birthday to my mom! This picture really doesn’t have anything to do with my mom except that fact that she’s one of our customers since the month she was born. She’s now five years old and loves to get her nails polished. This one day when she got it done, after having them painted (as you can see) she fell right asleep while the nails were drying. Another customer of ours thought it was adorable so she captured it.

I’m going to back school on the 18th and I must say, I”m quite..estatic. I’m hoping for an awesome semester and I’m hoping to grow a lot as a person; to be more aware of my surroundings and to put myself in other people’’s shoes, especially the ones I care about. One little decision can effect the way they think and feel about it and I just have to be really ..selfless. I need to not care as much about the judgements that will come my way and I have to accept that fact that not everyone will agree with the path I chose or the decision I made. That’’s just the way life is.